Friday, November 28, 2014

Elements of Our Everyday Life

     Of all the known elements in the universe, there is one in particular that is critical for life as we understand it—carbon. Having an atomic mass unit of 12.0107g/mol and seven isotopes1—one of which, Carbon-12, being the basis for atomic weights—the sixth element, carbon, is the most chemically active element on the periodic table. Dr. Neil DeGrasse Tyson states, “You can make more molecules out of carbon than you can all other kinds of molecules combined2.” Indeed, according to the U.S. Department of Energy’s NNSA (National Nuclear Security Administration, “There are close to ten million known carbon compounds; many thousands of which are vital to organic and life processes3.” Complex organic chemistry—known as ‘the chemistry of life’—is based upon the properties, structures and reactions of carbon; it is ubiquitous. However, not only is carbon crucial for life, it has essentially become the cornerstone of modern human society through a specific set of molecules called hydrocarbons. In fact, the current global paradigm has been built around the continually accelerated usage of hydrocarbons which are, in terms of the human lifespan, relatively finite and tend to have a negative impact on the environment. So, what are hydrocarbons?
     Hydrocarbons are molecules that are composed of carbon and hydrogen, taking on the general chemical formula CnH2n+2. An example of a hydrocarbon is octane, C8H18, which is widely used in and a main component of gasoline. And, although various forms of these hydrocarbons comprise the edifice of our energy grid, the process by which we extract this energy—combustion—is environmentally deleterious as well as inefficient. Even with such a wide range of so-called “alternative” energy sources within our present capabilities, such as wind, wave, tidal, solar and geothermal, we seem to be intentionally ignoring these other sources for the sake of what can be called an addiction to oil. In detached ways, and this is due to a plethora of inherent inefficiencies in a fiat monetary/market system, we have inched our way toward transitioning into new methods of energy extraction; but, nothing close to the rate which is necessary to reverse the ecological degradation caused by humankind over the past century and a half. It would take an overhaul of our entire global, socioeconomic system to accomplish such a feat.
     We see $1,000,000+ windmills being constructed, just to view the entire process within the context of monetary gain and cost efficiency. Cost efficiency is simply a measure of industrial inefficiency; for, if products were designed with preservation, efficiency and sustainability in mind, massive profits simply could not be generated. This is why silicon-based solar panels, which have been around since 1954, have only recently reached an efficiency level of about 15-20%4. However, in October 2012, researchers at Stanford University successfully built the world’s first all-carbon solar cell5. The most promising aspect of these thin film cells is that they can be coated from solution. And, as the field of nanotechnology continues to expand exponentially, an increase in both efficiency and applications is almost inevitable.
     In terms of creating ecological imbalance, there is no greater purveyor than that of carbon. From the hydrocarbons themselves, to the greenhouse gases CO2 and CO—produced through combustion of such hydrocarbons—carbon seems to be omnipresent. After all, it is the fourth most abundant element in the universe by mass6. Ironically, in terms of potential for creating and maintaining ecological balance, there is no greater purveyor than that of carbon. With the introduction of this new carbon solar cell, it is only a short matter of time before we see the efficiency climb significantly from the current ‘less than 1%’.
     Another element of great significance on a cosmic scale is hydrogen. Hydrogen is the first element on the periodic table and has an atomic mass of 1.00794g/mol. Existing in nature as the gaseous diatomic molecule H2—due to a stable electronic configuration which fills the 1s orbital and satisfies the Rule of 2 for both atoms—hydrogen is the most abundant element in the entire known universe and has been the basis of what can be termed “another form of life” for billions of years—stars.
     Stars are the nuclear furnaces of the universe, churning out all of the elements on the periodic table (aside from those created by humans in the laboratory) over millions to billions of years. The process of nuclear fusion that happens in the centers of stars is called the proton-proton chain and is responsible for the creation of different isotopes of hydrogen, helium and beryllium, depending upon the temperature7. As stars form from giant dust clouds that are sometimes trillions of miles long, contamination or enrichment of newly formed stars from products of stars that have gone supernova leads to another process called the Carbon-Nitrogen-Oxygen (CNO) process which converts these elements into isotopes of one another8. Fluorine is sometimes created in one of the stages of this process. But, where do the rest of the heavier elements come from?
     It turns out that the fusion of oxygen to oxygen can create elements up to sulfur-32. As the mass of stars increase, the elements eventually reach a limit to what can be fused in the center. That limit is iron. Essentially, a very high mass star will have an iron core surrounded by layers of other elements fusing9. Eventually, these outer shells are blown off in violent supernovae and even higher elements are created through a process known as nucleosynthesis. Therefore, nearly every atom in each of our bodies was created inside, or through the death, of stars.
     Continuing that logic, every atom of carbon in hydrocarbons was created through the fusion of the other element present in hydrocarbons—hydrogen. This is why these two elements are so very important to all life processes; for, the Sun is the life-ground for all carbon-based life, and hydrogen is the life-ground of stars. It is quite astonishing how interconnected we all are to the rest of the universe. And, as we gaze out into the vastness of the cosmos, we can stand confident and fearless knowing that what is out there is already within us all; we are a part of that. Therefore, there is nothing to fear. As Carl Sagan famously put it, “We are star stuff harvesting star light10.” 

Saturday, November 1, 2014

Greetings from Colorado!

     What a crazy couple of years it has been! I'm not even sure why I stopped posting here. I guess life happened. But, that's okay because I'm back now! So, what have I been doing? Well, it's kind of a long story but I'll give you the most important details. 
     When I last posted, I was still living in California. Not a whole lot was going on in my life. A long-term relationship had recently ended, I had just moved to North Hollywood because of it and I was only working a few days a week. The guys in my band--the reason I moved to LA in the first place--had all moved back to Ohio, I had dropped out of college and I was just breathing. (**I'm not saying there's anything wrong with the "just breathing" mentality; it's just that I was being very unproductive.**) I wasn't even writing or playing much music anymore. I was really just wasting time I suppose--comfortably numb. But, that would all change and, in retrospect, I'm thankful that it did.
     I was surfing craigslist one day and decided to respond to an ad for a job in a kitchen at a hotel in West Hollywood. Fortunately, I got the job! For the first 4 months, I was working at the hotel in the morning from 7:30-4:00, and then I would go to my other job from 5:00-close. Needless to say, I didn't sleep much. It got irritating so I eventually quit the first job to work exclusively at the hotel. It was there where my life would take another interesting turn.
     I met a girl at work and it was actually Halloween of 2011 that we started dating. A little over a month later, we moved in together--crazy, I know. In January of 2012, I was offered a position at another establishment that I couldn't pass up. So, I quit the hotel to take on a role with more responsibility. Unfortunately, it lasted less than a month and then, for the first time in my life, I was fired. This was kind of devastating to me. In fact, I guess you could say that it was the catalyst for me moving back to Ohio. And, in June, I did just that.
     So there I was: Back where it all began. I didn't think I would ever move back. I knew that, although Ohio is beautiful, it just isn't the place for me. But, there was nothing I could do. You see, there were a lot of things going on with people that were close to me that I couldn't ignore. And, I'm sorry for being so vague about it--I don't exactly want to advertise it to the world. The thought of it nauseated me and I had no choice but to move back to try and remedy the situation. 
     My girlfriend actually quit her job and moved with me last minute. But, she didn't really enjoy the whole living on a dead end road in the country thing, so that didn't last very long. She moved to Pittsburgh and began working at restaurant as a sous chef. The funny thing is that the restaurant she was working at happened to be the same one that Matt, the bass player in the band, was also a sous chef at. Small world, huh? But, our relationship wouldn't last much longer and in the fall, she moved back to Los Angeles. And through all this, while I thought that the problems for which I moved back for were being fixed, they were actually getting worse.
     I took a good, long look at my life and how I had arrived at the place I was. I was happy, yes. There were a lot of things I learned in California about life and the one thing that stands out constantly is that life is beautiful. It’s just that I felt there was so much more in life that I had the potential to do. I had to do something. So, I decided to enroll in school again. This time, I was all in. “No games. No bullshit. I’m doing this,” I told myself. And, in January of 2013, classes began.
     A few months later, near the end of the first semester, another crazy thing happened. Matt and I had talked about getting back together to jam but it wasn't until I saw Nate, the lead guitarist, at a gas station in Smithfield, Ohio that we actually made the move. The band had, at this point, had a crazy but interesting past. We had formed 8 years earlier and gelled so damn well as musicians together, we knew we couldn't let this opportunity pass us by. So, we practiced.
     It was unbelievable! It was as if we hadn’t even taken a break. We immediately booked a reunion show and gave ourselves a month to really perfect the set. My first semester was ending and it turns out that I earned a 4.00 GPA. What an awesome feeling everything that was happening in my life gave me! When the show came around, we rocked it to a packed house. I had missed that feeling—the feeling of being on stage. There’s nothing like it.
     Over the course of 2013, we played a couple shows and I continued attending school. At this point, I had been hired by the school to tutor chemistry and calculus. Things were really accelerating in my life. Another two semesters down and the 4.00 remained. Going into 2014, I knew I had to make a decision as to where I wanted to continue my education. I had come this far; there was no way I was giving up again. So, I started looking at schools.
     I remembered when I was younger, I always told myself I wanted to go to UC Berkeley for aerospace engineering. But, having lived in LA, Caltech was also a very intriguing prospect. I did my research and realized exactly where I wanted to be: Colorado. I decided to apply to just one school. (This isn’t necessarily a smart way to go about applying for college and I don’t exactly condone it, but it worked for me.) I applied to the University of Colorado at Boulder. The funny thing is: I got in!
     When I found out, the band—known up to this point as Fusion—was in the recording studio. It was kind of bittersweet because we all knew that it meant I would be moving in August. But, we poured our hearts into it and are very proud of what we’ve accomplished. (A HUGE thank you to Mike Ofca of Innovation Studios. You are the MAN!) Going into the studio, we decided to change our name to reflect an evolution of our style (although the songs we recorded were between 4 and 7 years old.) After much deliberation, we settled on the name For What It’s Worth and you can listen to our music here: http://www.soundcloud.com/4-what-its-worth/
     I finished my last semester in Ohio with a cumulative 4.00 GPA and I enjoyed my last summer in Ohio by working as a server at a restaurant in Robinson, PA (Hahaha). Of course, we played a few more shows before I left and I hung out with my band mates and close friends a lot before making the move. Throughout all of it, everyone remained very supportive and I thank you all for that.
     August rolled around and it was time to move. My brother and I packed my stuff in a van and started the 22 hour drive. But, no nearly-cross-country trip could be complete without breaking down in the middle of Kansas. After waiting for a tow truck, ripping out most of the dash and changing the necessary part, we were back on the road 5 hours later. What a great experience.
     We finally made it to Boulder around midnight. It was too late to get the keys to my apartment so we had to stay in a hotel the first night. The next day, we moved everything into the apartment. After about a week of getting settled in, my brother was headed back to Ohio and I had a few days before classes began. I enjoyed them by biking around the city.
     Boulder is one of those cities that you just have to see and experience to believe. Almost everyone here owns a bike and rides regularly. Most of the roads are designed with bike lanes and there are a ridiculous number of bike paths. It’s truly a biker's dream.
     So, now I’m here enjoying life in one of the most amazing places I can think of. I have the honor of calling Boulder, Colorado my home and I wouldn’t change it for the world. I’m in one of the top physics programs in the country at one of the most beautiful campuses I’ve ever seen. This place makes me feel good simply by being here. I even quit smoking cigarettes and I feel better than I’ve ever felt in my life! I can’t wait to see what the next 4 years have in store for me. I’ll do my best to routinely post updates along with new essays.
     There is so much more I wish I could say. But, I’ll save that for my autobiography (Hahaha!). Until then, I will leave you with a motto I came up with around the time I began writing this blog: Live. Learn. Love…